Feelings I learn to Ignore

There\'s something missing from my life
and i don\'t know what to do to make it all feel right

my past hits me like a broken dream
in a life that seems to have forgotten me

why does it matter and why do i still care
once more its these feelings i continue to bare

a hole in my heart
that seems to have been ripped apart

down on my knees i pray
that these holes might be filled one day

where i feel complete
no longer blinded but to where i can see

but it\'s the dreams i still hope for
and the love i wish i could have endured

its something i\'ll learn to deal with
and eventually might learn to fix

thoughts that float into thin air
i soon learn to ignore and not care

it was life changing choices
and unherad voices

but eveyrthing\'s gunna be just fine
and i lay here thanking God one more time