Wanting Something More

People always asking why I'm
Still waiting for you
They only see that you can make happy
And also make me blue

They don't see exactly
What I'm waiting for
I'm waiting see your true self
Your soul, your mind, your heart and more

I'm waiting to see
No, wanting to see
You open your eyes, and realize
How we could be together, you and me

I want you to be "him"
My perfect man
Don't worry, slow steps
Kisses, hugs, and holding hands

I want you to ask about my poems
And ask if you could be with me
Or tell me that I'm beautiful
Say sweet things oh so lovingly

I want to hear that your sick in the head
For me and only me
That you're so love sick
And I'm your only remedy

I want to see that lovestruck look
I saw once upon a time
In my dreams, where i hold you close
Where you are only mine

I want to know that you
Think of me so much
I want to know that you say nice things about me
And that it's more than little crush

I want to be more than just another girl
Let me be more than that
Be straight up, sometimes I feel great
And sometimes I feel like a doormat

Your my inspiration for my poems
The reason why I write
The reason I get up in the morning
And why I dream at night

I can't take my eyes off you
You always make me smile
This can't happen, but we can stay like this right?
At least for a while...?

When I think of you
I get goosebumps and butterflies
This feeling I can't explain, can't ignore
Something I can't deny

You hold the keys to my heart
Please give them back, when we're through
I know it will hurt
But at least I won't be led on, no longer confused

Those things i said before
Were only a few things that I need
Like in a long necklace
Those things are mere beads

I'm waiting to find all those "beads" and more
In you
So answer me this
Are they within you?