No Father

Don't you see
The wrath you've wrought?
The nightmares
The storms
The pain you've brought?

Are you telling me
You are blind to your own doings?
Justifying
Excuses
All the secrets you've kept

Will you not try
To mend the glass hearts you've broken?
Shattered
Destroyed
The murder of her soul

Do we just see
Your stupid, sleepy alter ego?
You villain
Murderer
The bitterness of it all

Do you think it's fair?
I'm 14, and i have to understand
Confused
Frustrated
The fury in my hands

Do you understand why we're burnt
When we tried to extinguish the flame?
Short fused
Bruised
Your stupid charcoal heart

Do you think we're stupid?
That we can't see your body language?
Idiot
Magdalena
Stop complaining and move out already!!!

Do you think it's fair
That you can't make time for us?
Selfish
Greedy
Not even a goodnight!

And what about publishing my poems
You promised me
Let down
Again!
I don't like you!

I'm ashamed to admit
That you're my father
NOT supporter
NOT friend
Just something biological

But in my mind
I never had a dad...