Still Haven't Let Go

I got out of bed
hearing something was wrong
but i tried to turn it down
as though it was a song
i walked to the kitchen
to get a drink
and now i regret ever being thirsty
for i received the worst news
i could ever imagine

"your Tia Yoyo passed away last night"

those were the 7 words that shattered my heart
and gave it such a fright
i didn't believe it at first
i thought it was just a horrid joke
then i saw my mom
crying with her heart broke
instantly everything became a blur
then i heard my Tia whisper good-bye
in my eyes tears began to stir
everything went black
my body became weak
my heart had crashed
and my mind was showing me flash backs
but yet i wasn't crying
yes, my eyes were watery
but i was holding it all in
cadging it all up inside
then i felt two arms wrap around me
it was my mother tying to comfort my broken heart
thats when i couldn't take it anymore
and i began to cry
i cried like i never cried before
my tear ducks felt as though they had tore
i didn't sleep that night
for nothing felt right
my body was tired telling me to sleep
but my heart was broken
and couldn't help but weep
i can't let her go
and i don't no why
I've missed her every second since she died
i even missed her when she was alive
i could never tell her good-bye
without it bringing tears to my eyes
we would hold each other in our arms
for 5 minutes at the least
she would promise she'd come back
then she kiss me on the cheek

it's hard to say good-bye
to someone u truly love
trust me cause i no
cause my Tia, my best friend, is up above
and i still haven't let her go!