Am I dreaming of being in love?

Is this all a dream?
or just mis believe..
I get caught up with my mind,
sometimes I feel so blind..
Why couldn't I see it was so real,
or was i just always pretending i could feel..
Feel what I always dreamed of,
that oh sweet love..
Ive been misled in my life,
and i never thought to think twice..
But now I think im starting to see,
that maybe he does hold my key..
I feel like he can open me up,
and make me say what he wants to hear..
He always lends me some kind of ear,
leaves me feeling with no fear..
I just always want him to be here,
forever and ever in my heart ..
promise me you'll never give up,
don't give up on me cause I wont on you..
I wouldn't know what I would do if I ever lost you!

dedicated to Carl
Love ya kido
1/4/07