Reject

I have been called an outsider to my kind
like none you'll ever find.

Deep down it hurts
like wounds without supports.

I am suppose to be black
yet to many of them I am whack.

Most of them view as a loser
while others feel I'm a snoozer.

Most of them think I'm nothing but trouble
flying around like a poisonous bubble.

In their eyes, I don't exist
and why that's so is truly a mist.

Am I wrong for being my own person?
Or am I a curse that just needs rehearsin'?

At times, I'm frightened
as I'm being tightened.

I feel like a failure to my race
and an outsider without a place.

I have a big heart within
yet that apparently that's a sin.

I feel a crave for vengeance deep inside
for this is a pain I can't seem to hide.

I know not all of them are like that,
but I can't risk being treated like a rat.

I'm unsure if I should trust,
for I might end up like rust.

I feel like a rotten suspect
treated like a dirty subject,
yet all I am is a gentle reject.

I mean absolutely no offense to anyone. I'm just letting out some serious pain I encounter constantly. Hopefully after reading this, you may understand exactly where I'm coming from.