Caged version of me

Some days i just wanna be alone
and be with the things that i own
thoughts of you, my MP3
and the hidden caged version of me
but when those things are not around
i don't wanna hear a freackin'sound
i lock myself up in my room
my prison of darkness hate and gloom
but the walls of my room are closing in
the darkness growing deep within
my body changing, crippled, growing
darkness inside overflowing
the monster inside has broken free
almost taken control over me
but i fight the urge to rip and tear
the light inside me is weak i fear
but then i hear my phone is ringing
your voice, i see it as a blessing
the caged beast is calm as a summers breeze
i breath in and out with amazing ease
the caged beast resting gone for now
always with me but gone for now