It started with the knife

Slipping from grip
I cant take this trip
The blood spilling on to the floor
tears falling out from the sore

Problems I face
I just cant erase
They are trapped within
I just cant give in

My mind is racing
With the pain I face
Every things going down hill
Even with this pill

I just don't understand
But I do demand
This S#&@ to stop
as my veins effin pop

They hurt so bad
The cuts I've had
From my problematic life
that all started with a knife

the life of a unknown girl ended that night
With the furry of the light
Uncontrolled by fate
Yet it ended great

(simply how I'm feeling these days, my life uncontrolled and the unstoppable pain coming in and tearing me apart. I have no one to turn to so i look forward to comments. So if you would like comment me plz!!)