I thought i would have moved on

Shouldn't i be over you by now,
shouldn't i have moved on,
shouldn't the world around me still spin,
shouldn't this feeling be gone.

i tried to make you picture fade
instead I'm finding you an obsession,
but all i ever receive from you,
is a gesture of rejection.

I'm not sure how to go about things,
is it so bad that i want to die,
its not like you would miss me anyways,
not grieve, not care, not cry.

it's as if i am an obstacle,
a bolder in the way of your blond,
i thought that i would have been over you by now,
i thought i would have moved on.