My Story

It feels like everything
in my life has gone arwy
depressed and confused
like the life I'm living isn't mine

If I say or do
one thing wrong
everything I've worked hard for
will be gone

I get scared thinking
everyone will go away
and they have no reason
left to stay

I look in the mirror
and there I see
the skeleton of
what used to be me

there's a haunting shadow
in my eyes
clinging to the wake
of so many lies

and I want to break down
I feel so off-track
and I can't help but wonder
can I ever go back?