Feeling him

I'm hiding it,
I'm hiding that I feel,
Deep feelings for you,
I desire for you to kneal.

Down on one knee,
Bring us close together,
Be with each other,
I'd love you forever.

I have to hide it,
I just can't tell you,
I think you feel the same,
I just wanna be your boo.

You're my best friend,
I can't take the risk,
I just can't tell you,
My whole list.

The list of everything I love,
Everything you do so perfect,
But, you're a mate,
It's just not worth it.

I want you bad,
I want to be in your arms,
I want to be in your heart,
But it's not in the palms.

My future must contain you,
But only as a friend,
If I tell you this,
It will all come to an end.

I wish I could just say,
I love you wanna be with you,
Instead I say nothing,
I'm starting to feel you.