Every day

Everyday I hurt inside
cause now i know to me, you lied
you made me think you loved me so,
now i love you and cant let go.
they told me not to get in so deep
i wish id listened, now i cant sleep
or eat, or breath, or go on okay,
your slowly making me die everyday.
i understand how i may have hurt you,
andi understand now, you love her too.
but whyd you make me go through all this
the comfort or your arms, the love of your kiss
something ive learned, i cant live
without you make me laugh, cry, and shout, ive felt everything a person can feel.
but now its just pain, one so real.
even the memories make me sad
so with her i hope your glad
i dont want you, but you i need
i dont like me , therefor i bleed
yet i still dont know whats wrong with me theres gota be something, there must be otherwise i wouldn't feel so much pain, otherwise i wouldnt walk through the rain
so no one can see my cry or shake
because of this love, my joy is fake
ive heard the saying that love hurts, but howd i know itd be this worse, than anything else ive ever felt only your smile, it makes me melt
the sound of your voice could take me away, get lost in your eyes and want to stay,
but thats just a dream, please wake me up its all just a scheme
and i dont want to love,
cause love equals pain and pain
equals tears, tears equals nights
and nights equals years
for years and years ill suffer so
please let me be, oh please just go.