Two pieces

I am torn in two pieces
There are only tears to find
I know all the reasons
But they are only in my mind

I am smiling, I am having fun
Inside I am dying
I wish I could run
Away from all this crying

My heart is falling out
It is bleeding inside
I am living with a doubt
I really need to hide

The life that I see
Is almost like death
I do not know if it is me
If it is all in my head

I know that death will come
Sometimes I wish it was today
This happens for some
The only thing I do is pray

I am torn in two pieces
They are both lost
I know all the reasons
This is what it cost