Cutting
I cut myself just to see how much I bleed
I live for the sting
Im terrified of blood
But pain of the blade across my wrist
Is how you make me feel every time I see you?
Last night I cut myself again
Because I seen you with another girl
I could of killed myself right there on the spot
But I thought I would wait until I got home
So I could feel the sting
Of the blade just one more time
I cut myself over and over and over again
I see the blood rushing down my arm
But yet I never bleed enough
I get cold some times
But I never seem to be able to die
I guess god wants me on this earth
So I can feel the pain
Of the blade across my wrist just one more time
I wish I could just die
The pain you bring me is too intense
That I want to cry
You dont get it do you
Or do you do it to watch me suffer
Everyday I slash my arm
I have a mark for every day you cause me pain
But I forgot today
So I cut my arm just to feel the pain
Of the blade across my wrist just one more time
I wish you would just go away
I wish you would just leave me alone
But at the same time I need you
And I want you
So I continue everyday to cut myself
Today is just another day
To feel the blade across my wrist just one more time
You tell me you love me
You tell me that we will always be together
If you love me then why do I feel all this pain?
Is this what love feel like?
If we belong together then why do you cheat?
Is that what I have to accept to be with you
Well I cant take the pain
And I cant take the cheating
So Ill just feel the pain of the blade across me wrist
Just one more time
One more time never lasts Ill just do it tomorrow
Not like it matters
Not like you would care
If you did care you would not make me do it
If you cared I would be living normal
But Im going crazy
Crazy over youre stupid face
The face that I just cant get over
If I was to lose you I think I would just
Get it over with
Actually I do it know for I cant take it
Im going insane
Sorry but good bye
I love you!
