Why did you have to go?

Came home from school today,
The rest of the night I am on my own.
Do my homework, make my dinner,
Go to bed alone.

It is the same thing everyday,
I just want her to be here.
Working from eight to six,
Wishing she was near.

Hoping she will be home,
Before the day is done.
Fall asleep while waiting ,
Waking up to the sun.

It all has changed since dad has gone.
Why did you have to go?
Was it something I said?
Just tell me so.

Everyday mom asks if you called.
If I said no, she will ask why.
And I say I do not know and I do not care.
Though inside I really know its all a lie.

I miss you dad.
It is just not all the same.
Everyday I dream of what it could have been.
But I am still living in this pain.