Imaginary Friend

I feel like your fading away
from everything we were
all the laughter and the good times
they're shared with someone new

most of the time you just ignore me
and forget I'm even there
and i cant pretend its fine
every time he's not around

you promised that you'd call me
but you called a different line
the voice was someone Else's
but you knew exactly whose

you used to tell me secrets
and i promised not to tell
but now the secrets are from me
ones that i will never know

i try and try to tell you
but i dint know what to say
sometimes i wish you only knew
i feel like your pushing me away

you say its hard to balance out
both of us at once
that you try to give us both a chance
and you love each one the same

i want to believe that that is true
I'm not saying that its not
but sometimes i wonder if you realize
who you always seem to choose

I'm really glad your happy
and that you found your one true love
but didn't forget your gold friends
just like the old girl scouts song goes

i miss our hour long phone calls
and our little game of fishing
but out of all i miss the most
just seeing you around