I witness death at first hand
The one I care for the one I love
All die in front f me
I know of the peace it bring
But why must it be them
Why can't it be me
I have long for death
But I'm still here
Here to suffer
Here to see lies
What good am I
For all I wanted is to die
Killing myself I had try
But never had succeeded
What did I do that was so wrong
Why do I have to suffer
I often ask
But never once did I get an answer
