Dear family and friends

(before you read this i think you should know this poem was given to me a day after my best friend killed herself in her room)

i just want you guys to know
that i love you very much i
wish you could have taught
me how to hate for every
cut on my arm is from one
person i really thought i could
take it but i cant this is
all way to hard for me
dont cry when i'm gone
ill see you very very soon
with every tear that drops
tell my friends i'm hear
that they have to go on
and to live life to the fullest
tell my best friend that when
she leaves her home and shes
in her car that i'm there
when my boyfriends gone and
he feels its his fault because
he dumped me its not this is
for all you mean people that
called and talked behind my
back to my back stabbing friends
who slept with my x-boyfriend
i hope you rot in hell
to my one and only friend
who's been there threw
thick and thin
you showed me a new life
a life i loved and wanted
from my old life of pain
and now to one that is fun
i wish you the world
i love you and goodbye
please dont cry ill be back
next time.

dedicated in loving memory of
Allie Nichole Jay
age 19

i love you like my sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!