Im not sure why

Day after day i hide behind a lie,
day after day i fake a smile.
everyday i am haunted by past mistakes,
and everyday i die slowly inside.

everyday people see me as the one who stands out in a crowed, but on the inside im hiding in the shaddows.

all my life i have been locked in a box of emotional pain

im not sure why i live just to die and im not sure why i hate just to love

im not sure why but everyday deep down inside i cry