Wrecking Ball

My love for you is like a wrecking ball,
Smashing my heart as if it was a wall.
i didn't believe how quickly for you I could fall.
Why did I even talk to you at all?

When we were together it made me feel great.
I bet that you already forgot our first date,
Remember how we both thought the other was late?
For the second one I could hardly wait.
That was also the night that we shared our first kiss,
I was kind of nervous, and thought I might miss.

But now thats all over,
I can't believe that it's through,
One of us broke it off,
But I'm still not sure who.

Since then my heart has been shattered to pieces.
Please restore it, so all this pain ceases.
Go get your tools, to fix this destruction.
I know for a fact, that you have the instructions.

I miss you *****
I wish you knew my pain,
I;m sorry for messing up
But thats always been my luck.

So this is an apology,
From me to you.
I hope that you read this.
And the message gets through.

** this poem is my feelings about a recent ex written on paper and added to this site.