Reality

Never seem to understand...
never try to realize..
always ends up a scattered memory..
just remembering all thats left..
and hoping for a better start...
wishing for you..every time i think of you...
i need to learn to let go..
it\'s too hard to even try..
always ends up a nightmare i fear..
i miss you to much that i can\'t take it..
whenever i see you i think back..
the moments i charish i soon to loose..
left alone to suffer out..
one day i hope to forget all that..
hard to believe..hard to accomplish...
destined to become something i\'m not...
or maybe to try to find someone to help on..
..and to love you back..
thinking of every time i had with you..
and facing reality in a whole new way...
when i look at you thinking of the past..
i\'m hoping to start a better future....
with the people that care..
and the people that trust..
i can\'t picture myself without you..
so i can\'t face reality..
or maybe i can try...
for awhile..