Reminisce'in Da Pain

I reminisce da way I caused myself da pain
But what a homie 2 do when U take da lordz name in vain
Admit'in 2 da fact that I was lost
Was a big step 4 all da drama that I caused
But now Im found N it feelz good
Slowly get'in out from my bad neighborhood
I was slang'in sell'in drugz durin class
Now run'in from copz cuz they after my ass
So I came 2 Texas with my homeboyz N eses
But Im still in da same situation
Crime after crime 2 drugz 2 handcuffz
God was by myside he'd never given up
So I changed in this unbelievable way
But now I gotz 2 prove 2 otherz that I ain't da same
Thatz when I met this gurl whose as sweet as a dove
I realized then I was fall'in in luv
N her luv 4 me end up bein true
God forgive me 4 all da thingz I made her do
She stop go'in 2 church N Im da reason why
She changed in many wayz itz hard 2 describe
But she da reason why Im still alive
Cuz commit'in suicide is what I had in mind
Now all I wanna do is make her mine
But we both know thatz gone take some time
I just wanna C her beautiful smile
That lightz me up 4 thousandz of milez
Instead Im out here so far away
Hope'in that my luv would stay da same
But burn'in flamez fade away
N empty heartz leave only pain...