Soul-Mates Dissipate

Soul-mates dissipate
Months ago everything seemed perfect
Relationship bliss
At times I felt too happy, as if it were too good to be true.
Time evolved and for a while there
I was still the world to him
And the future seemed bright for us
With the many wide eyed dreams we hoped for together
Slowly I felt the change of pace
Thought maybe it was all in my mind
And time progressed and proved that it wasnt
Things changed drastically
I went from being his world, to him hoping I would step out of it
It went from him not being able to get enough of me, to him wishing he had.
It went from him hoping to love me forever, to him thinking he did and trying to convince himself that he indeed felt that way.
Where things exactly went wrong? Im not completely sure
I do know he sees fault when he looks into my eyes
I do know my heart breaks when I see he cant stand to be around me
I do know that there is no doubt in my mind that I love him
I do know that I have loved him for years
I do know I dont want to be without him
I do know I want him in my life
My heart hurts because it seems like Im going to lose him
My head aches because I dont want to have live without him
I see the look in his eye
the look that no longer has desire but rather disdain
Sometimes I sit and wonder what it is that I have done so wrong in this life
That allows me to get a taste for happiness and then for it to suddenly elude me
I had hoped that this would be the eternal happiness I had prayed for
But the present doesnt allow the future too look to bright