Don't Look Down

Don't look down.
For I am falling.
Falling fast to wards the ground.
Is that what you wanted to do?
Push me over the edge?
Well, that's what you did.
You did too much to me.
Hurt me so bad.
When I hit the ground,
I'll hit hard.
I won't be here anymore.
Maybe you'll be happy then.
You'll have that last memory of me.
I'm saying goodbye.
I kiss you softly.
Then, I'm over the edge.
Too late now.
You can't change what you did.
You can't bring me back.
You didn't know what I was doing.
So, you didn't have time to save me.
My last memory will be of you.
You're screaming "NO!"
Then, you are falling to your knees, crying.
You don't know what to do.
You lost me in the worst possible way.
Now you're really thinking.
"Did I make her do this?"
"How bad did I really hurt her?"
Then, I say to myself:
"He made me do this."
"He hurt me more than he will ever know."
I don't know why you didn't see it.
Well, that's what got to me.
You didn't care anymore.
It was like I was someone who wasn't there.
Maybe, I was only imagined.
Maybe you dreamed me up.
But, I didn't feel that way about you.
You meant the world to me.
You were my everything.
We used to crazy about each other.
Now, it's like we've drifted apart.
We seem a million miles away.
I miss us.
I miss the way you'd hold me tight.
I miss you calling me beautiful.
What I miss most is your smile.
You don't smile at me anymore.
Am I nothing to you now?
Was I just a part time thing?
Was I something you used?
Did you just think you could throw me away like garbage?
Well, you didn't get off that easily.
I made you watch me fall.
You thought we were just going up to the cliff like always.
But, you were wrong.
You were definitely blind sighted.
Now you'll experience pain.
The same pain I had.
It will be with you forever.
You'll think about me wherever you go.
night and day.
You won't be able to stop.
Maybe now you'll understand.
Understand why I went over the edge.
All I can say is:
Don't Look Down.