Hurting The People I love.

Why do I have to feel this way?
I just want to get out of this fray.

I make friends fight,
Why can't I do things right?

I feel the guilt in me,
I try to think of a way to let my emotions free.

I toss and turn and think about the two girls I hurt,
Which would have never happened if I didn't flirt.

I sit up in bed and give them a call to tell them my feelings,
As I hang up the phone and look up at the ceiling.