End Me

Velvet red roses perish in my existence.
Rain drops freeze on my skin.
The rays of the sun become dim.
I can only let the dark in.

My heart absorbs the precious pain.
My fist shaking uncontrollable from frustration.
So much damage trapped inside.
The prized treatment is self mutilation.

Agony flowing freely in my lacerated veins.
The carvings are seen on my surface,
but they are held in my sunder spirit.
Every ground I walk is my resting place.

My last wishes are all I desire.
Completely dis burden of all my senses.
Detach me from worthless sentiments.
Eliminate my whole being from the Earths presence.

Rid these ineffectual emotions.
Paralyze the profound misery.
Dig my final grave.
W/out compassion, bury me.