Kill Me

Choked by tears and fears
That refuse to fall
Words get caught on my tongue
No time to think at all

Hate rushes to the surface
Not against my will
But unconscious all the same
With this need to kill

Kill hope, kill love, kill me
Please I'm begging you
Make it go away
I don't care what you do

You've taken it all
Ripped it away from me
Left me to bleed
All I ask is that you leave

Though it might not be your fault
I'm giving you the blame
Not fair at all, but do I care?
Besides, you already won the game

So I'm giving up and giving in
You get it all now
The blame, the fame, and the love
You deserve it all some how

It hurts me more than
I'll ever let you know
So take it and leave and watch
As my hate slowly grows

But as it grows inside
And I know it will
The reasons will bury themselves
Reason enough to kill?

So the choice was yours
What would it be?
But you already decided
And it's too late to kill me