If i want the blade

If i was a little prettier
If i could sing a better song
Maybe i never would have been cheated on

If i was a little smarter
If i saw the signs
Maybe i would have known a little earlier in time

If i never cut
If i never wanted to die
Maybe then i wouldn't have a reason to cry

If something is wrong with me
If im not good enough
Maybe i should go away maybe in handcuffs

If i want to die
If i want the blade
Maybe you'll give it to me so i can end my days