The sound of rain to soothe my soul,
a far-off cry;
a long lost gull.
I sense the darkness closing,
the twilight calls my name.
Infinite possibilities,
a destiny never the same.
The comforting gloom envelopes me as
I embrace my thoughts alone,
memories of yesterday
I sometimes wish were gone.
Past experiences, joy and sadness,
long lost images
so far away.
I remember my heart
so long ago...
Why have I changed?
When did I lose control?
Looking outside myself,
I see the world as it truly is.
When did everything fall apart?
Why have I chosen to not forgive?...
Can I ever see the meaning?...
Or will I roam in darkness as long as I live?