Why did you do this to me?
I hate you so...
Why did you hurt me, and
why did you put on this show?
Now I can see you for who you
really are...
Your lies have cut into me,
they're beginning to scar.
I used to think that I was to blame...
Your actions and behavior told me you felt the same...
Now I see who you really are inside,
that ugly part of you you vainly tried to hide.
I'm not an object...
I'm not a toy...
I"m not part of your game...
or one of your sick ploys...
You knew how I felt...
I told you before...
You were just another guy
looking to score...
Stay away from me...
You're no longer my friend...
You stole my trust
and betrayed me in the end...
Do you take advantage of every girl you meet?
Feeding them your lies...
covering your deceit...
I'm grateful to you because
now I know
to avoid other guys who
put on the same show.
Maybe someday...
I'll find someone I can trust...
someone who cares about me...
not someone full of lust...
I feel disgusting...
I feel unclean...
I hate myself...
and I don't want to be seen...
I believed all your words...
I took in all your lies...
I found you and thought you
were perfect in my eyes,
but as I watched you,
your perfection began to fade.
I'll never fall for you again...
I'll never believe in your charade...
Stop doing things to me I hate...
I'm not your property
because of a date...
Recalling your face makes me upset;
I feel warped and afraid...
I wish we'd never met...
I think of the way you hurt me, and
I want to cry...
I'll never trust in you again...
don't even think of asking me why...
