You and me

I cant fix it
But do i want to fix it

I love you so much
But you say i cant love you

I miss you with every single day
But you dont want me to stay

I hate all the pain i have caused you
But you sit and say there is nothing i can do

I cant believe that its the end of us
But you can sit there and say that it wasnt you

I sit here so lost and confused
But all you said is you f**ked it up

I lay on my bed eyes full of tears
But your no where even near

I dwell with my own shame
But you sit there and no i caused you pain

I think of all my mixed emotions and thoughts
But your still talking even though you could be full of hate

I sit here full of hatred and my own pain
But all you say is dont do anything stupid

I truly feel like i want to die
But your still there helping me by my side

I sit here SCREAMING help me
BUT...... I know its me who owes you it all!!!