Second chance?

I cant believe
what you did, how you decieved.
you crossed the line
with her in mind
you held her hand
instead of mine.
i dont know what im gonna do
i want to forgive you
but im not sure it would even be the same
i feel like you played me like a little kids game
throwning the pieces of my heart across the board
cheating, to get a reward.
im trying to forgive
but i need you to live
with knowing how much you hurt me
if we can ever be.
i love you
so i guess we can try to start new

it needs work, i wrote a way better one before but i guess it logged me out n i lost it. n i didnt no where to put it