To my sister:

I fell like you left me,
left me here to die.
you promised you'd come back
when you whispered goodbye.

i patiently waited for the day,
you'd walk through the door,
grab my hand, and take me away.
i just cant stay here anymore

after all these years
you'd think id forget
but i still shed tears
looking for a better mind set

in a way I'm happy for you
I'm glad you got out when you could.
I'm just not sure what to do.
i cant be stay mad, even if i should.

yes i was young,
but i understood her enough,
to know what had to be done.
in her, i could no longer trust.

I'm older now,
i don't wear my heart on my sleeve.
I'm ok on my own.
Now, it woulda been ok for you to leave.

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i want you to know...i forgive you