Take your stand

I lay here with the knife clenched in my hand.
putting it on my wrist
these horrible feelings i cant resist
the sharpness of the knife, its going to end all my strife
what do you care it was my life.

You never understood
and you never will understand
u never had the knife in your hand.

The knife is digging deeper into my wrist hopefully the next slice i wont miss.
You don't get me. You don't see it my way.

i cant do this anymore.
no more can i do
my life is ending because of you.

You thought you where the one who brought me up when i was down, made me smile when i would frown.

i lied, i died, because of you.

Now im reading for the next step
i empty the bottle and place the pills in my hand. oh this is going to be grand.

Come on you did this to me. go ahead take you stand.