Those Kids That I Hate

They try so hard to smile and be kind,
But still they are disgusting in my mind.
Behind my back they say all this sh!t,
Everyday I'm hurting more a bit.

Should I cry to vent this pain?
Through everyday, it seems the same.
Should I hold it in and try to be strong?
When they blame it on me, but it was them all along.

Alone in my room, banned from my life,
Don't be worried, I won't play with your knife.
Because it's not me that deserves to be hurt.
You would be wrong, even if I weren't.

Just disturbing, all of them.
Take a step back, you'll see the truth and the sin.
What should I do, I can't get away.
But I'll go insane if I try to stay.