My life is really depressing with the losses of my dearest friend and canine companion, Jack who died on September 15,2006 at the age of fifteen and My last living grandfather James Fox who died on September 26th 2006 at the age of 80.
These family members were a special part of my life and I miss them terribly and I wish I could see them one last time... Whenever I hear the Song "Hurt" by Christina Aguilera I just want to breakdown and cry I can't help my utter depression.
I really do miss them and I know that my grandfather is watching me from above and saying how proud of me he really is ..
I know my dog Jack is doing the same but he's protecting us with the sun and his love whenever He looks down at us. I miss him .. Considering I have had him since I was a mear toddler at the age of 2 .. He was my buddy, my pal and my #1 Best friend .. I hope one day I will see them again when I die and I hope to be reunited with them and love them more than ever before..
I feel sometimes that I t was my fault and people say it wasn't my fault that I let Jack outside and I feel it was ... I've got to go now without getting my self up in tears.
