I will die

First they'll be sad,
after my death,
then they'll forget i ever exist,
and that thought i live sadly,
i have nothing to regret,
but,
i could have been better,
i could have loved more,
my life could have had reason,
something better to die for,

so now i sit,
in this dark room with a sie,
cause deep down i know,
this is how i must die.