Darkest Thoughts!

Darkest Thoughts

Killing time
thats whats on my mind
mind so dark and cold
but not yet that old
Its time that has made me become so alone
Heart so cold and hard like stone
All i think about is hate
Only pretending to be some kind of saint
Gave up on compassion so long ago
Seems like time is passing by so slow
Yet so much time has passed
Seems like i am always coming in last
Running in place and swirling out of control
Time is taking its toll
I haven't felt anything for so long
Choose not to feel as time goes on
Sun has gone away
No need for light anyway
Darkness has taken over my life
Theres no chance for a future wife
I have tried to figure things out
The only thing i am filled with is doubt
People have tried to help me through the tides
feels like all they are doing is attacking my pride
Some one tell me how they can save me? HOW!
No nobody can save me now
Inside i stand all by myself
No need to tell cuz each man can see it for himself
I sit here and feel like i am just another subject
In reality i have become the suspect
Death is the only thing that can ride me of this pain
Death will be the only thing i will gain