Tired of tryin

Man im tired of tryin
im tired of all your lien
im tired of my heart dien
just cause im not with you
how could one girl do
so much damage to the heart
i regret loving you from the start
i get so much pain
just think of you my brain
is aching, i might go insane
im tired of wakin up everyday
knowing i dont have you in my hands
without you im like sand
one blow and im on the flo
but it just goes to show
that one girl can mean mo
than this whole world
i gotta pick my self off the ground
and come back right around
i gotta stop gazin
at ya cause i know you just playin
me when you give me that wink
then i see you with another guy
and i just die
all over again
all i got left in this world is my paper and pen

*this poem first started off as a sad kinda poem then a rappish fast part then slow again*