If I was a mistake, I hope I was your favorite

Looking in your eyes,
Knowing you see someone else.
The hust I've always felt,
Is kept hidden inside.

So many things gone wrong.
Too late to go back now.
Wishing I could have all of you.
Knowing I never will.

Wishing I could be what you want.
Wishing I could be what you need.
But I'm just me.
That's all I can ever be.

If that's not good enough for you,
I'm not going to say I'm sorry.
If you look past what you think you see,
Then maybe someday you'll really look.

So many memories I cherish.
Many fantasies I hide.
The one thing I wanted in whole,
I can only have in part.

Many mistakes and a few regrets,
Have brought us to where we are.
But if I was a mistake,
I hope I was your favorite.