How many tears have i cryed

How many tears have i cryed,
from the pain i feel inside?
left my heart in the rain,
i shall never do that again.

It was torn from the seams,
then destroyed were all my dreams,
anger etched in deep.
worsened because i cant sleep,

Here i shall stay,
with each day i pray,
why cant we be?
why couldn't you see?

But its him you desire,
and I'm burnt from the fire,
the fire which was in my heart
he has now pulled us apart

As i lay down to rest,
hurting because you were the best
remember how we used to be,
and just wait till my hearts set free.