Should I tell him how I feel. Even though I am not ready to here what he has to say. What if he says nothing. And just walks away. Should I be afraid of the truth that hides deep within. What if he just plan out dont wanna hear what hear what I have to say and he changes the subject again. Why do I feel so scared to stand up to him and tell him how I fee. Why am I always telling myself the bad side to everything. But what if it really happens and he doesnt wanna be friends after he finds out. Because I like him and he doesnt want to make a friendly mistake. Maybe its best to not tell him at all. Cause Im sure he doesnt feel the same. If I dont tell him it can stay inside and build up more each day. Will he ever know how I feel on this paper is how I feel everyday. I guess there cant be an end to everything. Cause you may never know about this feeling that I feel when I am with him.
