Bad conscience

This feeling in side i cant explain,
form the moment is saw u my heart felt faint, but yet i got u and made u mine but till this day my trust is a lie, i promised on my life i would never cheat, but one mistake you will never 4 give, as i cant tell u what i have done because my love for u is to strong, till the day i die this will rest on my conscience, as i will always love u with my lie, keeping this from u is killing me in side but the thought of losing u will be the death of me