A baby,a baby, oh I hope it's a boy
My very own little bundle of joy
We'll go shopping and buy him everything
Lord I'm so happy I could just sing
I always go to the doctor who says I'm just fine
I cant wait for this baby to come into this world and be all mine
But today it seems I'm having lots of pain
Well it's probably just the same old thing again
But I feel the baby's head and I feel the need to push but I'm not far enough along
So this is going all wrong
Baby! call the doctor cuz it's coming
The doctor says to come quick that this could be something
It's ready but if it's born now he'll be dead
This was the awful news my doctor said
Oh this thing called life did me so wrong
Cuz now my beautiful little baby is gone
It truly is a mothers worst nightmare
And now it's as if I've given up and I just don't care
And now I pace back and forth always putting myself to blame
Even though he always says there is nothing I could've done it would've turned out just the same
But no man could ever honestly know how it is to lose a child and there's nothin you can do
But cry your eyes dry because it's truly like losing a part of you
A part you can never get back and it changes you in every possible way
It's been 3 months and still I think on it each and every day
I've cursed God and the world
Because I had to lose my little boy or little girl
And still I repeat this everyday like a song
That this thing called life truly did do me wrong
Cuz now my beautiful little baby is forever and ever gone
