Taboo

If there was a way
to block all the pain
Just a day
Where it wont rain

The clouds building up
The sun out of sight
Drinking from my blood cup
wishing you by my side

Its forbidden
These feeling I fear
Eternally hidden
In a crystal sphere

How long must I wait
Till the Day I can see you
In this psychological state
Of impermissible taboo

I blast my music
More often than not
I begin to feel physic
My alleviation is Slipknot

We have so much in common
Every moment we learn new things
But it seems like an omen
What this feeling will bring

I lay here on my bed
Thoughts corrupting my mind
As my heart begins to shred
And your girlfriend stays blind.