Please Don't Leave...

***I was in a fit of rage at my girl friend, and just started writing.. It's not great but I feel better...***

You wanna die,
Go run and hide.
To try and stop,
Whats deep inside.

To stop the pain,
and Runaway.
And deal with it,
A Different day.

Cause you can't cope.
You'd rather die.
And watch us suffer,
As you say goodbye.

You don't wanna deal,
You wanna run.
And pull the trigger,
On your favorite gun.

And watch your brains,
Fall to the floor.
As your mother,
Walks in through the door.

As she screams,
And holds your hand.
And cry's to her goddess,
Trying to understand.

Why her baby,
Wanted to go away.
Never to return,
Her life astray.

As your sister cries,
Every single night.
Hoping it's a nightmare,
With all her might.

As max looks at pictures,
And wonders why,
His only Aunt LuLu,
Had to die.

As the girl who loves you,
Sits in her room and stares,
And wonders if it would have been different,
If she had been there.

Yet you think your a waste,
A waste of air.
Than tell me beautiful,
Why all of us care.

I'll never leave your side,
Even if you die.
I'll be right there,
Holding you as you cry.

Lindsay you know I love you and I only wrote this in hopes maybe you can see....