Makeit stop spinning

Tell me how do you long for something that is not there? How do you hurt for something that is no longer? As it the hurt flows through my body and hits my heart then leaps through my eyes. I can only pray it will cease. How can you love when change hits your life like Catrina knocking at New Orleans door? No room for love while your life is spinning and spinning and spinning and spinning while all you can do is watch the heavens twirl around you? Wishing it will all be still so you can find the happiness that has been hiding from you for so long!! Find the release that is calling out to you from a land you dont know of, it's like a tease you get a glympse and then it\'s gone. HOW can this Happen it just keeps spinning and spinnig. The one i thought loved wont even hold me through this whirlwind of emotion. I seek refuge in another not to hurt the one I love but to taste, yes if only to taste the happiness my love shoud have given me. He wont talk to me, he cant feel. The tension the knowlege that hurts to be known. Our well is running dry while my eyes swell up with the love that once was and leaks out in tears so big they could drown a river. Can you imagine? I can... it's what i feel. I need him to feel me. I rather hurt with you than be happy alone. To be near you will bring an end to the tears that are everlasting. Feel me Feel my world spinning at the break of us and hold me tight before I am drowned in the tears i can no longer hide. Make it stop spinnng.