All The Kisses

It must have been all the kisses
and all the "I love you's"
that cause you to leave.
I didn't want to see your back
and it hurt to watch you pack.

You left me alone
in this cold world.
No one to hold me,
No one to love me.

You told me it was forever
I guess you meant for never

I know I told you
never come back,
but babe you even know
I could never mean that.

My skin's too thick to cut,
but I do it anyways.

I feel the knife
digging in through deep skin.

The blood forms
a violent red puddle
on the white
of the bathroom floor.

My cold tears
run from my eyes
and all down my face.

Only you can fix this,
only you can make this better.