Goodbye to you

The first time I saw your face
First and very last
The first time in your embrace
But that’s now in the past

The first time we said hello
And our last goodbye
In his eye, a special glow
And I wondered why

A special tone in his voice
Something in his smile
Left my heart with no choice
I had to stay just a little while

I was lost in the moment
A moment we both shared
Because of that one moment
He can no longer see how much I cared

Maybe it was more than a friendship
A little more than that love
Reason why my heart did skip
A forbidden love I can think of

I can no longer look forward for
The end of the day when we talk
This silent pain I’ll have to ignore
Even in my shadows, it stalks

No more reason to wait
For his name to appear
Maybe it was fate
To not have him here

Why does it have to hurt me?
Why can’t I just forget?
The boy I once did see,
Something I do not regret

No more will I talk to him
No more will we see
The lights have now turned dim
Remember, you mean a lot to me