Rembering things from my past

Remembering things from my past,
all the things that happened so fast.

Life has had its toll on me,
all I want is to be happy and free.

My parents make it hard to succeed,
especially friends with lies they feed.

I want this pain to end,
I want my heart to mend.

I've tried my best to push on through,
but I'm constantly feeling sad and blue.

Looking back through different eyes,
too many whens and too many why's.

I try to keep my head up high,
instead I let out a silent cry.

Why is this happening to me,
Why cant i just be free.

Free from all the painful glares,
unbound from all the evil stares.

Wrapped around my heart is chains,
with nothing left for me to gain.

I try to pretend nothings wrong,
but its so hard when everythings gone.

I lay in still motion hoping they will see,
see that I only want to be me.

They cant accept the fact I'm hallow,
In their footsteps i will not follow.

I breath this breath as if its my last,
remembering all the things from my past.